-- ZHAANA's JOURNAL --

It's been a long time since I didn't write any news here.
So it's time to write tonight.

A big storm came in my family life two weeks ago...
I learnt my mother has a large cell lymphoma. A cancer in the lymphatic system, caused only by a virus. She was really tired since six months with pain in throat, stomach, and back.
She's at the hospital since 1 week and half. She had done a lot of exams, radio, scanner, echography...blood tests, biopsy.
She's so tired, but she keep positive and can't wait to start the cure !! She smile and we are with her everyday at the hospital, my brother and I.
Tomorrow the doc gonna put near her collarbone the port-a-cath, a catheter under the skin linked to a vein for the chemotherapy. The cure will be fast : 6-8 months.

I only hope my mom will come back at home as soon as possible !

My bro and I never thought we'll have to go through this. We always think it happens to others, not to your family.
Now we can understand all the people caring of their ill parents / children.

I'm tired now, gonna eat

Take care all of you of your health !
Be serious with it ! You never know, your illness could hide something bigger.



-- STOCK RULES --

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-- PROGRESS of my PICS --
My faery pic (in hiatus)
Yavanna (hiatus)
A girl in a futuristic city pic (in queue)
Varda
Vana
Este
Nienna
Nessa
Vaire


-- MISC. --

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-- INFO for PSP groups --

I don't give ANYMORE permission to PSP groups to use my art !
(It doesn't apply to those who got the permission in the past, they still have it, don't worry about that.)
Thanks for understanding that point everyone.
Don't ask me by note if I would like to give you permission, I DON'T anymore.
If I don't answer to your note, it's not my fault if you can't read and understand this.

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